Whenever we feel down, or there are times when we feel lost - We just feel like giving up because there seems to be no other path to take or any other way to overcome this feeling.
Simply "Giving Up" is the best way to let go and feel free again.
I feel Lost, I just do not know what to do with my life anymore. This feeling is insecure to me and I cannot find a way to withdraw myself from this.
I can't talk to people about this, not my friends or family. The best thing to do is to write it down and let it pass me by just like 'Yesterday'.
There are time where I just think to myself, 'What are you doing?'. Actually I say this to myself everyday.
But, the answer to this question still lies as a mystery to myself. I do not know what I am doing. I feel alone when I ask myself this.
At this moment, I am not enjoying my life, It feels dark because I cannot express myself to anyone but myself. And it brings me down most times, that feeling when you feel that you have turned your back on everyone and caged yourself.
When you feel like this - you just want to 'Give Up'.
On the side, I want to give up on the course that I am doing, I feel useless on it and it just does not seem suitable for me anymore. However, I cannot find any other course that suits me at all. This just makes me feel like I am good at nothing and a failure.
I really do not know what to do anymore - Maybe some people are destined to fall.
But the fear of falling and knowing that nobody will catch you as you drop scares me. A lot.
When there is that feeling, where you feel every door closes in front of you and that there is no more crossroads for you to choose a path from.
When you are wandering behind close doors and everything just becomes too hard for you to handle.
Just GIVE UP.
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