Let Time Stand Still....

I am enjoying my summer holiday of alot at this very moment and to be honest I do not really want to go back to university. I like how this is. I am so care free and relaxed that I do not want to turn my back on it.
So sometimes i wish the time can freeze. To a certain point where you have a true smile, with people you would never give up and just let time revolve around that moment until I ask it to stop.

In this summer, I have met alot of people. New people that I may have seen around but just did not know who they are. I have been making numerous trips to the Cinemas. In this Summer I probably been to the cinema more times then I ever did in the past 20 years ......Irony. I do live it.
Making close bonds with new friends is just as important as knotting them up with the old friends. Never throw old friends out just because you made new one because that is a pretty Ugly thing to do. Even if some friends annoy you, just break from them for a while and then drift back in. I keep ties with both, Old friends were the ones who discovered you the way you are so they are very important. Actually I feel bad distinguishing friends as Old and New. So instead I will just call them friends. Even if you break up with one they are still once your friend and it is harsh you would cast them as your Old friend.
Non the less, I have been dong the usual catch up with everyone and using my time wisely to make sure that I get to see those that I have not seen since we wandered of to the world of University. I still mange to find it difficult to see everyone but then again I have seen eeryone I wanted to see at least once. I find that it is beautiful. It has been a year and you still see eachother is one of the most precious thing to hold onto. I also love the fact that when I see everyone we still have things in common and conversations never stop, it is one of the best memories that anyone can have and one of the best things taht could happen to anyone. I wish these moments will never stop.

However, I do realise that as we grow older and as each year passes we all have differnt goals and ambitions that we wish to achieve. Gradually we will all walk our own paths and slowly drift. I know this will happen , it is inevitable. The time will come after Graduation. Once everyone Graduates -- this is where the drifting starts. If I am honest. I think I may be the first to leave. I have said to myself many many times that I will not live my whole life here in the UK so........

Well....as the post is titled.

"LET TIME STAND STILL FOR THE MOMENT THAT WE WANT TO TREASURE THE MOST AND LET THAT MEMORY HAVE NO MISSING PIECES"

Moving - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Moved

To be honest I hate the fact that people move on too quickly, or they change to quickly. It seems that the person I met, before they are moving on has already moved on, and it kinda annoys me that they do not seem to care about anyone else after they have moved on.
Call me selfish, but sometimes I like I like it when people stay the some and have not moved on. But I guess everyone has to come from the Moving to Moved stage, but surely not as quick as some experience I have faced.

Being Strong....

We all hold a vulnerable side to us, a side where we know that is fragile and with the slightest pain that we come in contact with, we will fall apart. We all have a weak side, where we are scared to face it and find it difficult to fight against this.

Instead, we suppress these and hold it against us as a memory in fear of facing it we try not to think of them.

But, I believe that we should carry all memories with us even those that hurt or are painful we should carry them even if they do nothing but hurt you or those you wish to forget. Because as long as you carry them by your sides, as long as we keep holding on, one day they will not hurt you anymore, when you have the strength.

This is why I believe memories are precious to me and we should not forget a single one. Memories let's us hold on to all memories close to our hearts and I believe that we will hold on and never forget as they will no longer hurt when I find the strength.

What If - Jason Derulo

A song worth the REPEAT button on my IPOD!!

So What If?

I guess we all ask that question if we think about What would have happened and 90% of the time  - The WHAT IF we are always thinking about never happens.
Why is that?
Do we not have the courage to make WHAT IF happen?
Or does that chance just never comes?
Think about all the moments where you think WHAT IF? - And then come back and tell me why nothing ever happened!

Only 10 Things...

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

RED RED RED!!!

My Eye has said to have been caught with CONJUCTIVITIS....however, the medicines I have recieved to treat them seems not to be working and hopefully I am just tired and it is not spreading to my other eye...because I will need to invest in a pair of sunglasses to hide it!....
Help!!!!!...
I will book doctor tomorrow because it is becoming rather no fun at alll....and I kinda look like a freak!!!