All my deadlines are up to scratch - feeling relieved.
All I have to do is get my exams out the way and walla.
Still struggling to find a placement though.
Also, feeling emotionaly confused.
Recently found out that the guy I liked was offered a placement, for some reason I was happy but dissapointed too.
I think he likes me, i really do - we get along but I do not think anything will happen.
He came into the same computer room as me to work by me - and he doesn't even like that room, also left when I left. Sweet *Smiles*
But the question is - will it work? I mean how will it actually work out if he goes on placement and I am just sticking around.
We get along well as friends, but there is something more I want.
- I do not want toe make the first move though....just in case I am reading the signs wrong.
To be honest after I read his status - it put me in the worst mood.
But when I saw him - He gave me a very long hug - like he wanted to celebrate his success with me.
It was very long - very sweet too, I did not even see it coming - he just saw me and came up and hugged me.
But it cheered me up - alot.
It really did.
=]
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