Hurrah Hurrah!
All exams have been finished, completed, dusted and no more shall they be in my life until Next year unless I have to resit, but hey lets be Optimistic shall we.
I am back for a night and a day in University to tidy up my room, dusting, mopping, sweeping and wiping. Chores never end.
And for Thursday I have applied for this PAL thing, Pal Assisted Learning - Basically just guiding the first years through the module. It is actually a very difficult position to take up especially as I believe that I am the weakess candidate out of everyone that have applied. Therefore I am 70% sure that I will not get the palce. Ahhh....I guess it is worth the try and at least I can say to myself that I have given it ago evn though it may not have been a success. So after this day I will go back to my hometown BRIDGWATER, Somerset. Live my life for a few months and gradually mend myself into the structure of university once again in September.
Only 3 more years, It does sound incredibly long but it will fly by and we may not even notice it. I am debating to myself where I will be in 3 years time. The Class will need to find placement next year for the following year and I a tad scared, could be due to my self esteem. I mean competition out there is pretty tough and there is no one you can fall back on if you do, therefore you will need to pick yourself back up and try again. LIFE. Pretty damn awesome in so many ways.
So, enough about the future and focus on the Present.
Lets live each day as it is since we cannot change the future, all we can do is look forward to it. Tomorrow is Today, Today is yesterday. Each day is the same which means the only difference is how we live it.
We live it to laugh, to cry, to smile through each day as it comes. Live it with friends and family so let's carry on as we know that these days will long to be ending.
Let each day be the beginning of always.
I will promise myself from now that I will not think too much of the future but look forward in my life and try to make it the best as you only live once. Why not live it to the fullest even though work gets in the way or education or lack of money. But I have a nice group of friends to make my life worthwhile. They are there for me, They are different and although I may be the most abnormal they do not seem that normal to me either.
Originality is the key for the pieces to fit together I guess......
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