I have been home for my second week in now and I do think that my parents are getting a bit annoying. I guess that's what they are here for. Or, maybe I am not use to having them around for the next three months comapred to my University life I only see them on weekends and on holidays but I think I will be able to live with it easily.
I am not looking forward to work so much though, I want to be out there working independently without their support. I guess it is okay for me to say selfishly that I am really looking forward to my year where I can work abroad. I want to be able ewxperience my life on my own and use myself to the best of my ability, to be able to fulfill my ambition and fill my gaps of inspiration with something that I enjoy and can expand my capability of working independently to the max. I tried looking for work experience so that I do not have to be stuck in the shop working, little do my parents understand that it can be rather stressing working with them but lets all keep that to ourselves.
During my exam period for university I could not wait for it to be over, but now I am looking forward to going back. Strangely.
I don't understand the feeling that I am having, I think I just want to be more excited about my life, I want to be much more adventurous, I want to have a opportunity to travel around the world and do something in my life that not everyone thinks about each day. If I was useful enough I would like to head toa third world country and experience their life, live like them each day and see how their culture works.
If you experiences other cultures, would you be willing to change yourself a bit more?
Coming home is my shell, this is where all my friends are, my family and I know that I willl be fine. No risks to take and nothing will be different. But, I do not want this forever as I want to challenge my self and I know this day will come round pretty soon.
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