Let's Make History and Repeat 1966 (2nd Half)

Let the Second Half Begin......
Rooney starts of with the ball and passes it onto Barry who had a close encouter to score only for the Germans to get in the way and Barry had a lot of space to play with - and with that wide open space it would have happened but maybe next time.
Lampard - Rooney - Defoe, a very Good job. If only Defoe could have kept the ball for a split of a second longer Rooney would have made it in time to back him up and just a little bit more pace
Really Good for DAVID JAMES...He is doing a very good job at the moment ...Lets hope he can keep it up!

Where is the DEFENCE, there seems to be lack of communication between players. Open your eye England players, the Germans are given far too much frre space to dribble the ball around. With that wide open space they can score twice in a row.
Here he is JOE COLE....swopped in as a super sub in at 64.40 minutes into the game..My My brilliant isn't he....so ethusiastic of getting out there and playing his part for England.....
Loving his skill throughout the game, too bad Rooney dropped when Cole passed the Ball. But on the bright side we got a free penalty kick.
Introducing Lampard to take the free kick......and with the Germans flimsy wall you would have thought that they would have managed to get the ball pass them and as a counter attack Germans have full control of the ball along with the whole field, There was absolutely no defence from the bottom field to the top field except for David James himself, and this is where they scored their third goal leaving majority of the England fans absolutely devastated......  3-1 , they always make the same mistake over and over again. Have they not noticed yet??
Only takes 3 minutes and 14 seconds for the Germans to score their 4th goal, yes I repeat their 4th goal......
They kicked it and it hits the net....
Making this 4-1....
Very depressing game indeed....
Seems like little girls prancing around on the playground...Absolute bollocks going on here right now......
Defoe has just been subbed off for HESKY......Why? I do not know......
ENGLAND have to score nooow...
They need to score right now....else this will be the WORST World Cup for England in history..
I would name some of the Germany players but their names are long and complicated...and it would take me a while to copy their names down so I thought I just refer to them as German players...

I have to be very honest and say that this second half of this game is rather painful to watch and very stressing along side, Depressing....!!

At 80.41 Minuted  Gerrard nearly scored only to be blocked by goaly...Neveu
Johnson got a Yellow card...absolute balls..........even though i would think that it was only a nudge...nothing serious obviously the German did not keep his balance properly.....

Germany Subbed on of their players..... 8 for 9 Stefan Kiessling
85.52 we have a few minutes to score 3 goals for extra time ....but looks like that will not be happening......
Glen johnson off and Shaun Wright Phillips coming on...Just minutes before the game end and victory entitles to Germany, Why Capello decided to Sub at this time, nobody knows?...And if you look into the crowd alot of England fans are muttering their mouths to the word 'WHY?' It does not make that big of a difference....

Rooney at 87 minutes.....has taken the corner hoping to score making up from the embarassment only for the ball to be knocked back by Neveu, same happened when Gerrard took the corner which was only kicked straight into the hands of Neveu. Is it England players are just kicking into the wron direction, or the ball is really easy to catch or even, Maybe....just maybe...NEVEU is just a incredibly good goalie....?
This is a painful England Game in History.......Only 1 minute to go and I guess its all over till 4 years time with
no reputation to live up to....
Beckam looks dissapointed and Capello has finally sat down as he knows there is no hope.......
C'mon england you know you must be doing someting wrong.....
THINK THINK THINK.....
The ball got offside and 15 seconds to go....

And There goes the Whistle, GERMANY will be joining those 8 hopefuls in the Quarter Finals as per usual....their last win was in 1990...!!
Rooney.....what is up with your performance......along with Terry also
Lampard..Well Donish (thats probably not even a word)
Ironicly I think DAVID JAMES have done a very good job so well done on him....
Loving Joe cole....
And to the END
Welcome home ENGLAND......

Here is where I ramble about what went wrong in my opinion..
DEFENCE DEFENCE where the fuck is it.......
No communication.....
Upson was not the best for Defence and also It does not seem Like Terry enjoys working with him......
WHY are none of the players giving them, their all....Do they not get paid enough to play at their best or does that cost anoth 10 million?..

Better luck in 4 years time ENGLAND.....I actually thought we could do it this year.....

(do apologise for any spelling mistakes or grammar...)

Let's Make History and Repeat 1966.... (1st Half)

I have decided to write this post after half time......But I will write the second half as it goes as I missed the first 13 minutes....
So at the beggining of this game, everthing was great, you can hear the screaming people and the blasts of the horns blaring from the crowd. All this died down when Germany scored first within the 20 minutes by Klose - a incredibly rubbish goal may I also add, However only 20 minutes into the game so I guess there is still hope. Later on Podoloski scored a few mintues later that every England fan believed that there is no Hope of us getting in at alll...
All Hail Upson for making the first Goal for ENGLAND.......Because now we believe that we are back up for the chase, do beleive that DAVID JAMES have saved a very important goal for England as this could have killes us bad.
Lampard kicked in once again and the REFEREE blasted that it was not in, First they get in the Flippin way and now they say that the ball was not in.....
It was over the Fucking line, how can that not be in, does it have to hit the NET for it to be in. Oh My God I am fuming right now....
If Wimbledon game have computer techonology to show whether or not the ball is in why the hell not with FOOTBALL....!!  I Have to say that BALL WAS IN...!!! We should be Tie right now with the Germans standing at 2 goals each.......
Also I would like to add that England Players really need to close those gaps and have the whole field covered, I have noticed that there is a lack of defences as there are alot of open spaces....!!!
Loved the Booing at the end of the first half.......REFEREES are absoulute assholes effectively.....
C'MON.....

Half Time OVER.....

Can You Feel It Too............

Okay so my results came out and all was good.
Should I not be relaxed, happy and relieved that they are all over for now. But for some reason I feel really uncomfortable like there is something missing at this moment right now and I cannot place what it is yet. It is rather irritating, but I cannot find what it is.....this feeling...
It makes you feel all stress inside and the worst part is that there is nothing you can do about it. Well nothing I can do about since I do not know why I am feeling like this.
Then again I cannot be the only one that feel like this, I'm you, the one reading have experienced this feeling and I do not have to explain that it is annoying and stressing at all times...!

I have deceided to sleep on it, although it may not dissapear at least I can stop thinkng about what ever I need because I just do not know....!!!

What I Have So Far...

In one of my previous blogs I talked about 'TALENT' I have found it and not necessarily referring to myself but I was browsing through Youtube like any bored person would do who have nothing better to do or just to waste time...but I found this....

Sam Tsui GLEE Audition!! (True Colors)   - He may not be extremely good looking or handsome, but he has talent. I think his voice is amazing and I love how he has different levels of tones for different parts of the song, I like the pace and especially adore the style that he has adopted to sing this song in. I think the style you sing your song is makes it original as well as keeping the song indifferent from the normal cover.
I say that this dude has talent....His voice is not extreme, nor annoying but calm, clean and relaxing...I would not mind listening to him all day....
Especially with this cover that he did - Need You Now
He is brilliant.....

Do You Have A LIST.......?

A list containg people you have a 'Crush' on and ordered into the most like to not as much but still like......On this list there is a avergae of three or maybe less two people....
Unless you are cool enough you would have ONE.......But most of my friends have averaged two people on their list. Funny thing is I thought when you like someone it is normally ONE and not multiple people......
One of my friends have managed to cut each one down like preys, basically expressing themselves and then move on to the next when rejected, although I think that is ethically wrong in a way and seems a bit disrespectful I still do not understand how you can like so many people at the one time. My Crushes or LIkes have only ever been one person at a time...Oh it is INSANE.......no..it is normal.....!
But then again I do not have one person on my list at this moment...sad I know.....

Lets wait and see shall we...?

Relieved!!....

We have recieved out results much more earlier then the stated date....
And I have passed everything, even though they are not sky high marks and averaging a 67% - I am relieved that I do not have any resits to do and just enjoy the summer without thinking to revise or worrying about grades.....
Now all I have to do is work incredibly hard to keep my 2:1 mark or better for the next 3 years....will still have to keep my fingers crossed and work harder then ever!!...

But WOW.....what a sense of relievement......Mum and Dad said the marks were okies...so I guess that is fine!
Also I passed my language class, however only passed with 72% - thought I get at least 80 but at least it's a pass!......

This sense of relievement....what can I say!?
It is very relaxing and happy that I have achieved decent marks for all the modules....!

All I need to do now is support ENGLAND more freely with their game against Germany this Sunday...!!

Shout, Shout , Shout It All Out.....

What a GLORIOUS win that was for ENGLAND.....and I am guessing that everyone is absolutely over the moon because England got through as runner up while USA took the lead in Group C.
It feels like that my last post on the team has been heard as Hesky has been replaced by DEFOE who scored the only and winning goal for the game that sends England through to the next stage. I would have wanted Rooney to score another goal for the night  - it was close but no luck...!
And JOE COLE has finally got a piece of the action, substituting for Rooney. Many England fans wanted Cole to play the game and Capello must have heard their voices.
England - The Three Lions have really pulled their stuff together tonight and defence was higher then the last two previous game preventing their opposing team, SOLVENIA to score the goal, especially the close encounter of the ball getting scored three times only to be knocked back by Terry first round , then Johnson recoverd by standing in the way. Final kick out of despreatness has made the Solvenia player wanting it too much only to kick the angle off to the side boards.
Despite the fact the many of the England players have attempted to score the goal for their title of 2010, we have gone through as Runner Up clashing with GERMANY on sunday at 3pm again.....They are tough competition so Englasd will need to be the Three Lions to play a fierce and defensive game if they are to beat Gemany who have won three World Cup titles so far.....!
Lets carry on keeping our fingers crossed and let the wave of White and Red flutter against the wind and hope that England will pull it through to the Semi Final, Finals and Become the WORLD CUP Winners of 2010 following in the footsteps of those in 1966.....!!

C'MON ENGLAND

Ego's Unsecurity....!

I have recieved a email a few days back writting about my University results being out on the 8th July.
I am really nervous, scared as I really do not want to resit. I do not want to go through the hassel of revising again and looking over the notes. Also, it will cost £50 to retake each module that you fail in. I now realise why it is impossible for people to even attend university looking at all the charges that they include. Although I guess it pressures all students to work hard first time round.

I really hope that I pass everything, I'm trying not to think about it but i find that hard to take off my mind sometimes.

Ahhh....keep your fingers crossed for me guys, although I think I passed everything but not sure.....  hmph!

=/.....

Oh Yeah...!

I hate being TIRED

Enough Said!

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C'mon ENGLAND!!!

I guess I will show my support too.......
England have played rather lifeless in their last two games and their fans have shared their opinions about their performance, I gotta say they were not great feedback that the England group have received.
Rooney lost it with his foul temper due to their game against Algeria constantly moving with a DRAW....and knowing Rooney, he will get rather annoyed.
But, I guess the players are feeling the pressure for their final chance that they have to position themselves in the World Cup if not they need to - pack. However, team mates do not seem to be getting along at the moment after John Terry spilt the beans and also Cappello may have others strategies for himself depending on how the game will be played on 23rd June at 3pm against Solvenia.


England Football group is currently holding only 2 points in their group while Solvenia is taking the lead with 4. England is usually good footballers, what's happening?
I do believe that some footballers should be there at the beggining of the game rather then sat on the side as substitutes, maybe Defoe should replace Hesky - Crouch could be swapped to play for longer and where is Joe Cole?


There is a lot of pessimism that has been rumoured that the White and Red flag should not be waving in this years World Cup, But should we all not be Optimistic?..I know it can be hard but miracles happen and maybe if England pulls it together for their final round we could actually get through......there is hope technically, so let's all show our support!!


I cross my finger for the team and hope that they have the strength to pick themselves up to play a courageous, memorable and a winning game.

C'MON ENGLAND

Airplanes! ...

"Can we pretend that Airplanes in the night sky like

Shooting Stars

I could really use a WISH right now"

B.o.B ft.Hayley Williams (Paramore) - Airplanes

Fairytales....

We have all seen a FAIRYTALE either in films, cartoons or even for a wedding day....but I just want to say that Fairytales do not exist and has not ever happened to anyone on this planet.
Although, I believe that if life itself was a fairytale for everyone it would be mostly perfect, a much happier place and just seems to be much easier option to live with.
I guess the life is not that easy and it will never get any easier. We do not always get what we want, and once we do  - we think to ourselves whether or not we want it, if we have the strength to commit to it. I think what makes Fairytales so different to real life is the fact that as we grow up we have to face many obstacles and not just one, at the end we do not always get a Happy Ending because everyday changes and ahead of our paths there is a sense of uncertainty which prevents us from walking into that direction.

There is one problem that everyone face and I believe that they find it rather hard to face that moment, this is moving on. Life is what it is, we cannot make decison for other people as we can only make our own decisons. If they cannot change their mind or come about to solve a problem then maybe you can be brave enough to take on the burden to move on  and change your ways of thinking.
Life changes everyday, and this can affect us either greatly and deeply or it could be a minor change however we should not fight this, we know we cannot change what has already happened. Therfore, we should learn to life with it change ourselves to the changes of the surrounding, just go with the flow, we cannot control what happens to us, what happens to people you care about. And sometimes we need to take the selfish option and think about ourselves, think about how change has affected us and what we can do about it.......how we can control ourselves in line with change. Afterall it cannot be fought against and those who try will fail.

We may not be able to merge our lives with Fairytales and ask for a Perfect World....
So, we have to stay true to ourselves, believe in ourselves because only You can make the decison, only you can control the decison you make in line with change. I guess this what makes me who I am.....
Be brave and take each day as it comes and go with the flow, do not let the minor things get to you. Don't live your life pondering around a 'What If?' stage, because if it did not happen you cannot go back and change it so let it go. Relieve yourself. Look towards the future and present but don't forget the past just remember but do not dwell upon it.....

I guess this is True.. Not just for me but for everyone!

"I've had to say good-bye more times than I may have like, but everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we have to do it - even if it's for the greater good, it still stings. And although we will never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can't do is live our lives afraid of the next good-bye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a good-bye can be a good thing - when it's a chance to start again."

Ugly Betty  - Back In Her Place.

Talent

Talent I belive is the one thing which makes you stand out from the crowd, makes you the most original out of everyone else and the best thing about TALENT is the flexibility in growing it into your own style.  Everyone has a Talent, they may not know it or may not have found it but it is deep within in them and one day it will grow out of you. This is what I believe, and my point of view cannot be argued against as everyone can treasure their point of view as valid as everything has right and wrong, it all ties the knot in our opinions.

I personally think I have no Talent, but I guess somewhere along the lines of my life I could find one.

Musicians are probably the most talented, Piano players have chosen the most creative piece of instrument to focus in. The soft and smooth sound when the key is it can be used for all sorts of music and is very flexible the ways it can be played in.

Talents can be languages maybe? Numerous languages one person can speak? You tell me.

Talents populise in singing, many successful singers in this world, ranging from age, gender and styles of singing.

My Talents will be discovered soon!

The Place Where We Call Home....

I have been home for my second week in now and I do think that my parents are getting a bit annoying. I guess that's what they are here for. Or, maybe I am not use to having them around for the next three months comapred to my University life I only see them on weekends and on holidays but I think I will be able to live with it easily.

I am not looking forward to work so  much though, I want to be out there working independently without their support. I guess it is okay for me to say selfishly that I am really looking forward to my year where I can work abroad. I want to be able ewxperience my life on my own and use myself to the best of my ability, to be able to fulfill my ambition and fill my gaps of inspiration with something that I enjoy and can expand my capability of working independently to the max. I tried looking for work experience so that I do not have to be stuck in the shop working, little do my parents understand that it can be rather stressing working with them but lets all keep that to ourselves.

During my exam period for university I could not wait for it to be over, but now I am looking forward to going back. Strangely.

I don't understand the feeling that I am having, I think I just want to be more excited about my life, I want to be much more adventurous, I want to have a opportunity to travel around the world and do something in my life that not everyone thinks about each day. If I was useful enough I would like to head toa third world country and experience their life, live like them each day and see how their culture works.
If you experiences other cultures, would you be willing to change yourself a bit more?

Coming home is my shell, this is where all my friends are, my family and I know that I willl be fine. No risks to take and nothing will be different. But, I do not want this forever as I want to challenge my self and I know this day will come round pretty soon.

The Four Wheeled Vehichle.....

We have all been in one, Drove one, Stepped in fromt of one and if you are one of the unlucky ones even hit by one. Some can make driving look damn easy but people like me make driving look like that you should put your seatbelt on and bubble wrap yourself.....when I say bubblewrap I mean loads of it.
I do believe that I am okay on the main road driving along........only thing I can not be very keen on are roundabouts. Painted roundabout are the worst especially when you use them to make a U-Turn..... A bit of a disaster......well I did not crash.....just had to drive on the pavement a bit.
Ummm...what else do we do in cars?....Oh yeah Parking.....
Oh Baby are you gonna enjoy this..........My strongest manouvere will be my three point turn since I do that near enough eveyday.... Worst I guess will be my parallel park......Last time I did this it took me about 10 minutes.....People were watching.....someone offered to park my car and after I used my other side of the brain I realised that driving into the space and trying to park my car does not work, So I decided that maybe I should just pull along side the car in front and PARALLEL PARK. But then again one friend have also mentioned that, She was a good friend. She got out the car to help me park my car and at the same time not hit anyone's car. At the end I had a applause and a friendling shouted out 'She Did It!'...Brilliant yes?
Parking my car by diving the head into the space first I will give 60% that are successful first time and the rest I would be honest to say that I have to reverse out and go back in and If I have to reverse back once again I would actually move off and find somewhere else to park just not to make peopl wait for me.....
Especially old people, I mean they are old. So I guess they do not want to wait too long since they are probably many years old.....!
I can see that people can drive with ease esspecially on the motorway....Speed makes it hard to control you wheel...for me that is.I seem to swerve when I change gear...but hey.peopl are quick enough to realise yeah!
I think I ranted enough about my driving and i will post more if there are any that are even more exciting then this.But for now Drvie on dudes!

We live, We Laugh, We Cry and all this will come to an END!

Hurrah Hurrah!
All exams have been finished, completed, dusted and no more shall they be in my life until Next year unless I have to resit, but hey lets be Optimistic shall we.
I am back for a night and a day in University to tidy up my room, dusting, mopping, sweeping and wiping. Chores never end.

And for Thursday I have applied for this PAL thing, Pal Assisted Learning - Basically just guiding the first years through the module. It is actually a very difficult position to take up especially as I believe that I am the weakess candidate out of everyone that have applied. Therefore I am 70% sure that I will not get the palce. Ahhh....I guess it is worth the try and at least I can say to myself that I have given it ago evn though it may not have been a success. So after this day I will go back to my hometown BRIDGWATER, Somerset. Live my life for a few months and gradually mend myself into the structure of university once again in September.
Only 3 more years, It does sound incredibly long but it will fly by and we may not even notice it. I am debating to myself where I will be in 3 years time. The Class will need to find placement next year for the following year and I a tad scared, could be due to my self esteem. I mean competition out there is pretty tough and there is no one you can fall back on if you do, therefore you will need to pick yourself back up and try again. LIFE. Pretty damn awesome in so many ways.
So, enough about the future and focus on the Present.
Lets live each day as it is since we cannot change the future, all we can do is look forward to it. Tomorrow is Today, Today is yesterday. Each day is the same which means the only difference is how we live it.
We live it to laugh, to cry, to smile through each day as it comes. Live it with friends and family so let's carry on as we know that these days will long to be ending.
Let each day be the beginning of always.
I will promise myself from now that I will not think too much of the future but look forward in my life and try to make it the best as you only live once. Why not live it to the fullest even though work gets in the way or education or lack of money. But I have a nice group of friends to make my life worthwhile. They are there for me, They are different and although I may be the most abnormal they do not seem that normal to me either.
Originality is the key for the pieces to fit together I guess......