Soul Of Charaterising.

As we all know, from the moment we were born we have a character that makes us who we are. I remember during a psychology lesson there was a debation around the subject of whether you can be born with character and personality. I will admit that I did say NO.
But thinking harder and into more depth, there is no possibility that one person can be brought into this world with no character as this is the main human nature that defines and clarifies the person that we are. We connect with people with the character that we hold within and use this as a way to let us communicate, however we choose those that match ourselves, our personality is the main thing that needs to be accepted, for it to be praised on by others in order for use to develop more into it. But I guess those who accept you as the way you are probably are your friens and family!

I do not really know my character or personality very clear so maybe my friends will tell me one day when I ask...!    ;o]

Love??

I watched the latest episode of One Tree Hill.
What I find beautiful about One Tree Hill is the way all the characters express themselves, even though it is a script in which they have memorised but the expression that they use becomes real. They talk and act as it was actually happening to them, not just because they need to but you can feel that they really try to put emotion into their role and I believe that is what makes the show extra special.


This Episode  - "I and Love and You" revolves around romance, family and forgiveness


Dan Scott:-

"Falling in love is the easiest thing you’re ever gonna do. It’s the most exciting thing, the most powerful thing. That’s why falling out of love hurts like hell, but falling in love…there’s nothing better. It’s the best it ever gets"

"We all want to be loved…to be happy. So why aren’t we? Because we’ve become experts at sabotaging our own happiness. Feeling like victims, when in fact it’s the choices we make, the bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion. These are the things that tear us down. We’re not victims. We’re assassins when it comes to love and happiness"

This is a quote that I want to remeber for a long time because it is true. I'm not the best person to give love advice as I still seeking for this feeling but it is understandable that Love is a incredibly powerful thing and can be placed in front of many other piorites that we care so deeply for such as friends and family. But the thing we never question ourselves is why does Love never last for some and for others can last forever and eternity? There must be something that we are doing wrong which makes it a difficult thing to survive on, because when one person falls out of Love they crumble and become the most vulnerable and fragile that they can ever be. If this was the outcome then why try so hard and go so far just to let what you've built up for so long fall onto you, why go through the burden of carrying it on your shoulders and becoming love sick for a depressive period of time?


Even though I'm not the one to speak, but I know because it's LOVE. People sacrifice their lives for this and if that is not suffice to those who are reading then I don't know what is! It is a nratural feeling and I believe it is extra special for the first time, although it can be hard to fall out of Love for the first time and this is where we see ourselves to be the Victim. From the damage of Love from past relationships could develop our lust and desire for more which is where the concept of 'Assasin' comes in. If we cannot recover from the broken heart we seek else where to cover it or prey for those who you believe will fall for it. Others cannot let go of their past Love resulting for them to hold on forever where they will be stuck in one stable place until they feel less guilt for moving on, where they believe that their other half would want them too.


Love can also be used as a object for Forgiveness. Everyone has their wrong doings within a relationship, some are easy and deserve the forgiveness from the special person while some are way beyond the forgiveness state. However, forgiveness cannot be judged by those standing on the edge as they may not know what each of them will be feeling from deep down.


I guess this feeling cannot be fully experienced unless you gain it for yourself.

You Have To Give Them Credit

I have decided to write this on a rainy day as I got woken up by someone trimming the hedges. But writting this on a rainy day at home in bed can clear my mind and focus on what I want to say so that I will be able to capture all I want to say in this writting piece.
You have to give them credit? I guess you are all wondering who or what to.
It simple - FRIENDS!
I could not imagine life without them, it would leave life being too simple as well as being too boring. They bring colour to your life or even bring yourself to life. Having them around allows you to uncover yourself, find that special person from inside and drag it out discovering a personality that everyone can get on with or find it amusing in many ways. I cannot find or even think to imagine that anyone could or will do a good job to walk in the shoes of any of my friends, we grow stronger as time goes by and hopefully never grow apart because is that not a big loss? I still keep contact with my friends from previous schools  - know them for 6-10 years now. It does seem that it has flown by, but if they are a true friends - 'once a friend, always a friend and from there forever there for eachother' -  It may sound corny but if you look back and think through all the memeories that you all went through and experienced, it will put a smile on your face, push you into a laughing fit or even shed a tear for a special moment. But when we think back, happy memories always come first while those memories we choose to block always follow behind.
I like to say that there are always happy memeories, most of them are captured on photographs.
I do love taking photos of any occasion, from this you capture a moment that can be special and can be viewed whenever you like and for as long as you like, the photo that you you look at and say to yourself 'Everything Will Be Ok' . . . . Because when there is a photo taken worth your time then you know it will be. I love how photographs capture a moment naturally, I love all my photos however weird or horrible I look because if it makes people laugh then it is worth it, and on the plus side you may never pull the same face again so worth keeping it.

Everyone reading must have seen Friends, the hit comedy series talking about 6 friends Monica, Chandler, Joey, Rachel, Phoebe and Ross? If you have not you should. Everything that happens in that group of freinds will happen to us, as we grow up we always find things to keep eachother amused and it does not matter what job they do, what people they meet or if they had plans, they are always there for eachother. And I like to think that hopefully my life runs along that of Friends very similarly becuase that shows how we will stick together even if we have our fall outs, up and downs.

As mentioned everyone should give their FRIENDS credit. Block out all the fall outs and just have fun while they hang around. We only live once!
I am happy with my FRIENDS and I would not replace any of them for anything else in the world as I believe that they are the people who can bring out that special person inside of you.......

And I Wish Myself A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Although, my brithday is not official until 5am as that was the time I was brought into the world.
Well twenty years old......
oh dear I have officially lost my TEEN but I guess there are alot more stuff to look forward to..!
I would really like to graduate now.....It just looks fun!

So I will update some time soon!
Right now it is really bed time!

Happy Birthday Hannah Karmun Chan!!!

The Clock Is Ticking!

Is it not questionable that a year can go by pretty quick, while days can be slow?
Time does go by really quick every year as you may notice as each of your birthday comes around.....
I can say that mine will be official in 2 days time or for now 1 day.
I was born 17th July 1990, I will be 20 this year and loosing my 'Teen'.
I dare say that this happens to everyone but I think we have all been there, everytime when a birthday come round do you not think about the past year, before you turn another year older towards death?
I redirect  my memory to the year before and there are alot of things that have changed since my 19th Birthday, big and small affecting me greatly or not as much. But the previous year if I can reflect has one major change and that was University, it is very different and can change you completely. I have become more independent in the past year. Met loads of new people while some others drift away, but if you cannot hold onto them forever then maybe it is fate that they are to drift away. You know the special people in your life that will forever be by your side to make you laugh, make you cry, or even there to insult you but all for good reasons.
When each birthday goes by, that is a year. Not when it is NEW YEAR, it is when your birthday come around and it should be a special moment, celebrating in style whether with friends or family or both. Spend it with someone special or spend it doing a good deed. Everyone always come up with new year resolutions but how about birthday resolution because that is a full year to us, unless you are born on New Years then there is no argument to hold against.
Just to be different as I am hitting my TWENTY, I will make some kind of birthday resolution. And I will stick to this, but I will not tell you just in case I am not successful. But either way I will have BIRTHDAY RESOLUTIONS!!

So Happy Birthday to me in advance, you may think it is sad but you are always the first person to wish yourself happy birthday!!

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

I recently watched this film, although I think that the storyline or plot was not very strong it was  a beautiful film. I love the strong friendship between the four girls as they were always there for eachother even when they were having their ups and downs. The most interesting thing about this film is that it expresses itself in many ways and not just Romance and love stories. Each friend always go through something different and believe it or not only one out of the four finds love.
Lena - Shy and quiet went to Greece for the summer and fell in love. I think this was the warmest story out of all four friends. It was very sweet and magical in a way as well, this was my favourite friend story - they fought till the end.
However, I think that the pants do not bring magic or miracles to all friends, although I would like to believe it does but I really can't. Everything that happens could be due to coincidence, the nature of how one person has affected another to change - leading to the endings that were meant to be.
Carmen had to be the character that had the worst heartbreak, neglected by her father who left her when she was young making her throw a rock through the windo as a result to show how angry or upset she was.
Bridget's mum passed away when she was a young child, I believe that she misses her dearly and to help her forget she would try to divert her attention elsewhere, so through boys. I guess she is rather pretty therefore also being a flirt helping her get what she want. She realises this at the end, and what better then expressing your feelings to your best friends.
Tibby, the weird one. Met a friend while all the others were away. Did not get of with a good start with bailey, but I guess we all get used to those hang abouters. They grew closer after Tibby learnt she was ill, and unfortunately they could no longer hang together.

What I really love about this film is the strong friendship bond that they are experiencing, they stick together through thick and thin which in life is probably the most non extinctable bond apart from love. Family, Friends and Love are the three main things we survive on, because we know without these life would not be as easy as it is now. However hard you think life is now, try facing it without these three vital life needs. That would be difficult!!

Hannah's Top Ten Songs!

1. Airplanes - B.o.b Ft Hayley Williams

2. I Like The Way You Lie - Eminem Ft. Rihanna

3. We Are Young - Mika (Kick Ass)

4. Issues - Saturdays

5. Superman - Five For Fighting

6. The Best Day - Taylor Swift

7. Speeding Cars - Imogen Heap

8. Faithfully - Journey/Glee Cast

9. From Yesterday - 30 Seconds To Mars

10. I Like - Keri Hilson

Crazy World Cup?

The WORLD CUP so far have uncovered some interesting suprises,
Some of the top fottball groups are already out......and I was rooting for ARGENTINA vs BRAZIL for the finals, but.....problem is they are both out.....
I guess that will not be happening.
France and Italy out already.
Holland has gone through today winning against Uruguay
Spain vs Germany tomorrow, have a feeling Germany will be winning since they have been playing extremely well in their past matches. However, I would prefer Spain winning!

Although, talking about Crazy World Cup - If ENGLAND got through, that would be crazy...  *Grins*
^_~

Year 2011...

In 2011, I will be on my placement for work experience as part of my university course and I have deceided that I really want to work in either Canada or Hong Kong. I'm kind of falling in love with Canada at the moment, it's incredible, different in its own individual way and the place is just different, place to explore  - and I don't know there is something special about that place. I guess you will not know until you get there, I will want to live there in future....To be honest I do not see myself staying in the UK for the rest of my life - But there is always a part of you who wants to stay here. The place we call HOME, the place we always come to whatever happens. It can be hard to leave everything you built up over the years behind - Friendship, family, relationships and the memories that were and forever stay by your side, the times where you can just drive up to your friends when ever they are free, usualy places that you always go.
But....Life is a challenge right?
We need to get ourselves out there and try our strength to the max, we cannot always linger in the same area all the time, we need to be adventurous so that we know that we have lived our life to a good standard and know that we have achieved the most out of our life before we run out of time.

I will be brave and stand up to my weaknesses of being afraid of doing something before trying,
I will get a placement abroad and I will make the most of it!